Farewell

You want the truth ? Well here it is.

Eventually,you forget it all. First you forget everything you learnt- the dates of wars and pythagorean theorem. You especially forget everything you didn’t really learn,but just memorized the night before. You forget the names of all but one or two of your favorite teachers, and eventually you forget those,too. You forget your junior year class schedule and where you used to sit and your best friend’s home phone number and the lyrics to that song you have played a million times. And eventually,but slowly, just fade away,you forget who was cool and who was not. Who went to good collage,who threw the parties. Who had the most friends,who was the first crush. You forget all of them. Even the one you said you loved, and ones you actually did. They’re the last to go and then once you’ve forgotten enough you love someone else. So,just before we forget lets say a thankyou. Thankyou to our school. To people who taught us that everyone is not good enough. But then you have to be the good one.

And a big part of me is really thrilled about farewell. I have waited so long for this day but now,finally when the day has come a big part me wishes that time pauses so that I can hold on to everyone. It’s gonna be the last day, last day of being with my life:my people. It has been fifteen long years, that now I am adddicted to this habit, to these people. They are like drugs and now I am addicted to this drug. And it’s becoming hard to let it go. To change this habit. When I look back on life,alot of things has changed but then there are these few relationships that are eternal. They are not just part of my life. They compose my life. Though some relationships have changed but then the love is there.
My school has taught me great deals,not just the book lessons but lessons of life as well. Whatever I am today as person is because of my school. The sweet and sour experience makes all of us who we are.
I’ll miss my school,it use to be a big part of life. It’s actually like a second home. Now, I won’t get that warm hug of love,the hug that actually felt like homecoming. That hug that my best friends use to give me when I enter the class. Now nobody will be happy and shout on seeing me,’oye apoooorvaaa’. Now noone will say,” bhai-bhai aagya tu.”Now nobody will call me and ask, ” are you mad?” “You always miss school on happening days?” And then won’t give the details of every minute. Now noone will eat my lunch. Noone will fight with me for it. ( samose wale aloo sandwich and the mint chautney). Now,I won’t be able to tease and poke. Noone will tease with variety of names I have. Noone will tease me by saying,”oye moti tera best friend,tera soul mate.” These people are not just part of my fifteen years long journey,but together they compose a part of me. Together they constitute me. And now things will change. Distance and differences will take charge. Distance have already taken over,things have changed,our friendship has changed. We might grew apart but our love will last long. There are people I am close too. And there are people I am not close, but my love all of them is equal. Maybe we won’t talk in years ahead but if you ever need me you’ll always find me by your side. For you and with you. FOREVER

P.S : You are important. I love you. My love for you will never vanish. And there is a corner of my heart that belongs to you.

FOREVER & ALWAYS

Love xx
Apoorva

Once a hansarian,always a hansarian.

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These people are lifelines ❤
I don’t need to be defined by others. But I like being defined by these people.

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30 comments

  1. Vikas Jatav · January 30, 2016

    👏👏

    Liked by 1 person

  2. Kaushal's Perspectivism · January 30, 2016

    You made me nostalgic about my school .

    Liked by 1 person

  3. Hemangini · February 1, 2016

    hey wish you all the best for your college… Seems your school time was wonderful one… I hope your college would be even awesome 🙂 this was wonderful tribute to the last day of one’s school…

    Liked by 1 person

    • Perfect Blemish · February 1, 2016

      Thankyou so much wishes. Yep my school is my life. I cannot describe how important it is. I hope your hope for me come true. 🙂

      Liked by 1 person

    • Pratyusha · February 6, 2016

      I couldn’t find a button to comment on your blog. Lolz. Hence expressing my thoughts on “I don’t like meaningless conversations”. I do agree with you. After a while, people don’t really have anything else to say other than “Okay” “k” “nm” “bored” and “hmmm”. I wonder what they actually mean. Whether they are genuinely bored or disinterested to chat. Nice post !!

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      • Hemangini · February 6, 2016

        to be frank I am facing this “okay.. kk.. hmm.. umm… nm..np” since many years from many people and now I have given up trying to make a conversation… If they want to talk they will… LOL that has lost me many ppl though but also few that cared stuck around, which felt great too…

        You can see the follow button on top right side of my blog 🙂 Thanks a lot for commenting Pratysuha 🙂

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      • Pratyusha · February 6, 2016

        Same here !! Even I have lost many such people. But who genuinely cared, stuck around with me. So the thing being, I already am ur follower 😛
        But somehow it only shows like option.

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      • Hemangini · February 6, 2016

        🙂 It’s fun being with the ones who really care 🙂

        Liked by 1 person

      • Pratyusha · February 6, 2016

        Yep 🙂
        You need not have too many friend circles or too many friends. Few who can understand you and know you well is enough 🙂

        Well said 🙂
        Sorry Apoorva : spamming your post sweetheart 🙂

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      • Hemangini · February 6, 2016

        True, everything you have said is true…
        hahaha Sorry Apoorva 😀 Let’s talk some other time 🙂 It was fun talking to you.

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      • Perfect Blemish · February 6, 2016

        No its completely fine. I am like this too.

        Liked by 1 person

      • Hemangini · February 6, 2016

        🙂 thanks sweety

        Liked by 1 person

      • Perfect Blemish · February 6, 2016

        No issues 😀

        Liked by 1 person

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  5. Pratyusha · February 6, 2016

    So cute ! 🙂

    Liked by 1 person

  6. Ankit · February 7, 2016

    “Oye Apoooorvaaa” 🙂
    I wasn’t that good at School and haven’t learn the most from it except the struggle(it happens to those are not so good). It teaches you very little things. Life changes from here on, everyone gets to different college’s and then less conversations, they will have new friends and it will all appear like your old friends have faded.
    Anyways, I am always read for “samose wale aloo k sandwich and the mint chautney”. Do offer. 😉 (Hungry people)
    Lovely post.

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    • Perfect Blemish · February 7, 2016

      I know that now my life will change. These people will not remember or remain in touch but then I cannot move on from. And I am also good at school and I have also learn struggle from it along with other things too. But for my school has actually played a important role.
      Btw I will definately offer you the sandwiches.
      And thankyouu 🙂

      Liked by 1 person

      • Ankit · February 7, 2016

        Change is inevitable. Not everyone will be in contact but few will be. I still have the best friend from School. 🙂
        Wish you luck for the future, there is a lot to play out for. 🙂

        Liked by 1 person

    • Perfect Blemish · February 7, 2016

      Btw I really like the tag line of your page. 🙂

      Liked by 1 person

      • Ankit · February 7, 2016

        Thank you!
        And definitely, you and your is ‘Not a Blemish’. 😉

        Liked by 1 person

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